Traci. 23. A work in progress. I love pretty things and creating art inspired by them. I laugh too loud, search for adventure, and live on coffee. I'm a rock star.. In the privacy of my bedroom. Professional insomniac, music enthusiast, and hopeless romantic. Unofficially the most awkward soul to exist in such a small human since '91.
Boston, MA - with a side of wanderlust.
They said she was a work of art. A collection of brushstrokes, a child of the universe. Take a few trips around the galaxy to locate her. When you find her, you’ll discover a paradox. A battle against change as her leaves turn to brown. She doesn’t have stardust in her eyes, but the water in her lungs mixes as mud with the dirt and flowers now grow there. She might not realize that she’s beautiful. But she doesn’t see the way sunlight kisses her cheekbones, or the way songbirds sigh when she laughs.. She’s a child of the universe.
The first thing you do? Stop what you’re doing this instant and understand that you are worth so much more than you know. Whether this guy is part of your life or not, you’re worthy. If he makes you feel otherwise then you need to reconsider having that kind of energy in your life. You are wonderful and you were before he told you so, and if you and him stop speaking tomorrow - you still will be. I’m not saying it would be easy, but love yourself and have the self respect to only keep positive people in your life that recognize you for the heart, mind and soul you have.
When I worked at a non-profit that handled suicide prevention, I had access to the donation records. Each month, a specific man donated 15$ to our organization. It was like clockwork.. same day, same man, he had been doing this for over 4 years. It always seemed odd to me but I never questioned it… until I saw a note attached one month. "For Noah- Dad"
his donation was once his child’s allowance.
I can promise you, they would miss you for the rest of their lives.
This just made me super emotional.
you deserve someone who isn’t embarrassed to love you and tells all their friends about you and saves your selfies, whether they’re good or bad to look at when they miss you and loses sleep to talk to you and tells you how much they love you and how beautiful you are all the time and i really hope you find that one day because you deserve to be loved